I don't care what they say , i'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away , but they don't know the truth.
I've been thinking about you , and how we used to be then.
But i need to wake up from this fairytale of mine and face up to reality.
There's nothing left to say , i've given up pinning for you.
Whatever you do or say , is none of my concern anymore.
I've become what i dont want to be.
I've hurt my beloved parents by being affected by him.
I'm sorry.

And Sorry God , this chinese new year , i'm being forced to go to my grandma house first D: Mr Choo said that i should go to church to visit God first. God is our Father isnt he? But my parents , they insist to go to my grandma's house first. I've tried to talk them in going to church but instead , i got scolded. Hais. I guess i'll just try to wake up early at abt 6am to say happy new year to God , before i say it to anyone else (: But i'll still continue praying to God for Him to touch my parents and ask them to go to church on sunday ^^ Argh got this super huge bruise on my knee grr. Been there since last week cus of dance )': LOL till now still haven subside D: Hais. My whole body aching )':

Gtg now peeps (: going to CGM later for cell group ((: