Does it make you happy , seeing me hurt?
It's my fault. My fault. i hate myself ttm.

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Had ermm steamboat at amelia's house. Reached there at 4+ with enlin and enqi ^^ Then we went to playground to chat with amelia. Oh oh , we also went swimming! (: But for a while only haha. Then ate dinner. Didnt eat alot though. Was carrying rachel all over the place OMG she's so cute! ^^ went up to amelia's house to play truth or dare. But the kiddies refused to go down =.= they were like crowding outside the door and asking us "Are you guys getting married inside?" LOL. I was trying to close the door but couldnt cos jonas , was so much stronger than me. =.= He shouted QUIET! Whoa it did work. Then we played teehee! I had to do forfeit wth. Chicken dance in four directions. LOL was quite fun though. Was laughing really hard. ^^ Then did ju-on for whitney. haha was like laughing then didnt look alot like ju-on. Hais , went home at 9 )': I wanted to stay longer but my parents..argh dont want to talk about them anymore.

Thank you so much for cheering me up today when you saw me emoing. ^^ Spending time with you really rocks. You're a really great guy. Sometimes , you're so nice , i have to resist the temptation to hug you. I dont know how to thank you. You've done so so much for me. Rmb , whenever you need me , i'll always be there for you. (:

Thanks to katrina and hanna , for your laughters that made me forget abt everything that happened. ^^ I just wanna tell you guys that i LOVE you.

I love you but somehow i got this feeling , that you'll leave me one day. I can't take that feeling anymore.