This is going to be a very long post.

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AHH. I'm down with fever , my nose's running like crazy and a super terrible sore throat. FML. )': Went to school , throat hurted so much , i didn't want to talk. Haqqan was curious , why i didn't talk to him. History lesson , i blur blur , din bring my textbook. Shared with haqqan , stll din want to talk. He got fed up , took the book away , asked me to talk. I got pissed off then finally started talking. HAHA. Lessons were terrible , cus i was stuck in the stuffy classroom and under the fan. Hot and cold at the same time. @.@ After school , went to lot 1 with kat , weihui and jenn. It was raining heavily , but we only had one umbrella. In the end , we got all drenched. But it was fun running in the rain though. My fever's sure gonna get worse. )': Reached lot 1 , ate at food junction then bought kat a fedora for her b'day pressie. Hope she likes it. (: She went home after that , then jenn , wh and i went to library to slack. Chatted till 5+ then bus-ed home with jenn. Got scolded by grandma for going home late. She sure gonna tattle-tale to daddy. But who cares. Tonight's gonna be a sleepless night again , all because of the throat. Crap. )':

Sick , but can't tell anybody , if not i'll get screamed at by mommie. I guess i'll just take a pill , pray and hope i'll get better the next day.

I had forgotton about you. But when aunt brought you into the topic that day , memories of you came flooding back to me , and i cried. We were both young when i first saw you. Our families were somehow related. I remembered how we used to play together when we were young and how we didn't care about what people said about the way we behaved. Well , things changed when we slowly started to grow up. We had our own lives , our studies and slowly , we didn't meet that often anymore. And as teenagers , we couldn't do alot of the things we did last time. I vividly remember when aunt brought us longkang fishing. The way we playfully punched each other's shoulder, how you used to laugh at me for not being able to catch any fish. People thought we were going to be a couple in the future. But we didn't. I still remember the day , when aunt told me his family was emigrating , and i cried , cus i didn't want you to go. In the end , you still left. The last few days before you left , we spent most of the time together and you promised you would come back. The day you left , i didn't have time to send you off at the airport , i'm sorry. I waited and waited till one day aunt told me you were coming back. I was so happy. You came to my house and we chatted alot. ^^ That was one of the happiest days i had. I was reluctant when you said you had to leave but i had to let you go.
I cried once again that night. All i want to say is , i really miss you but not as someone i love , but as a brother. I'll be waiting. (:

Well , that's enough of the past. I hope i get an mc on wed. ^^ Got to go chiong hw alr. I don't know how i'm gonna survive this week , but i hope it gets past fast.