Fml . There's seriously something wrong with me this few days . I want my old self back ! ):
Went to church yesterday . Tired , so rested awhile downstairs before going up for worship . I couldn't concentrate at all . Fml . Oh God , i seriously miss the time when i cried during worship at the retreat . Seriously wanted to cry during sermon yesterday , cos i felt so stressed up , all that anger and unhappiness bottled up inside . Tossed and turned in bed last night , couldn't sleep at all . I'm moody once again and sorry , if i give you attitude . I better be hyper on sunday . Well , bye . And yes , i'm currently in GREAT DEPRESSION now .
Well , what happened recently made me realise that i can't trust you anymore . Sometimes , i even wonder , if you're really him or just some random person who is using his phone . Well , that's why i don't say that .
Haha , too depressed till forgot to post about cross country . D: Shall do that now . :>
30042010 : 晴
Woke up at 5.30 then washed up before meeting kat at lot 1 interchange . Omg , super sleepy and i almost fell asleep in the toilet . @.@ Ate chocolate cake for breakfast . :> On the train , everybody squeezed together , thank God i don't take it everyday if not i'll go crazy hahah . Reached there , settled down before running . The run was horrible , terrible , vegetable larh . Slow jogg-ed with hanna at first , then went out of steam , so asked hanna to run first . She's super smart , told me not to sprint at the start of it like how all the sec 1 did . Ran quite long before stopping to rest , while walking . Sprinted at the last few hundred metres then drank 2 cups of milo . Super shiok ahh . :> Kat got 5th position and hanna , 25th . Me ? 51-100th position . I suck at stamina . ): Well , this is how we spent the rest of that afternoon .
Chinese Garden MRT > Jurong East MRT > IMM > West Mall > Lot 1 > Home .
Haha , kat wanted to eat pizza hut , so we mrt-ed to IMM , then walked under the SWELTERING HOT SUN to IMM . And no pizza hut there . Fine . Mrt-ed to bukit batok MRT then walked to west mall . No pizza hut . *Takes deep breath . Shopped awhile before going back to lot 1 , just for pizza hut . In the end , we still had to wait for a table as it was crowded and still waited for a long time for our pizzas . -__- Ate alot . :> Asked for the bill , then left without taking the change . LOL . Crapped alot with kat haha , and yes , i do want to rip off someone's hair . :> Went home after that , rested . The end .
Friday, April 30, 2010
Just want you to know that i do care and love you . I don't know what has gotten into me the past few days . I flare up at every little thing , its not to you only okay . I even quarrelled with my parents yesterday , over a small matter , then showed attitude to my sister also . Its not that i don't want to meet you today , is just that i feel very inferior . I don't even dare to look at you , face to face . You don't know how i long to see you . I care , but i just don't show it out . If you want me to show it out and say ily in front of everyone , i tell you , i dare to do it . Well , it's all my fault . But i hope you'll tell me whatever that has happened to you . Your fren , told me you were sick , but i didn't know . I'm sorry for not being there for you , not being like other girls . But i'll try . But it'll take time .
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Watched little nyonya yesterday and realise i'm super lucky .
Thank God for not letting me be born in a baba family in the olden times , when girls couldn't go to school , had to learn how to sew bead shoes , cook @.@ and the marriage is like so unfair ?! Hahah , random .
School was awesome . :> Hyper for whole day haha . Went to cotton on with kat today and took alot of silly pics of us wearing sunglasses haha . :> Bus-ed home after that before rushing to CGM for practice . Well , tmr's cross country and i'm crossing my fingers , the sun won't be that hot . :> ahh , i'm tired . bye .
Thank God for not letting me be born in a baba family in the olden times , when girls couldn't go to school , had to learn how to sew bead shoes , cook @.@ and the marriage is like so unfair ?! Hahah , random .
School was awesome . :> Hyper for whole day haha . Went to cotton on with kat today and took alot of silly pics of us wearing sunglasses haha . :> Bus-ed home after that before rushing to CGM for practice . Well , tmr's cross country and i'm crossing my fingers , the sun won't be that hot . :> ahh , i'm tired . bye .
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
And this is how we know , that you have loved us first.
And this is how we chose , to love you in return .
I love you , God .
Thank you for not letting me be born during the olden times , when a girl's marriage is decided solely by her father . And when a girl has to learn all that instruments and how to act demure .
Thankyou , thankyou so much .
Okay , super quick update . Gotta zoom for tuition soon . :>
School sucked at first , cus we had surprise english test . Skipped breakfast and recess . Omg , i' so hungry . Then music , super fun and i got wet . Kaiming , poured water on me , haha fish you . Then he kept disturbing me , till i screamed . Haha , then crapped with herman and him , haha , they trying to pollute my mind , in the end , i polluted theirs , telling them what enqi told me the last time the youths went ice-skating heehees . :> Music assessment , i thought we were gonna die flat cus we didn't practise as a group at all , not even once . We were too busy playing . Oops . :l Well , a miracle happened and we actually got an A . Whoa . Amazing . God's grace perhaps , as i prayed before the assessment began . :> Plus , God answered another of my prayers today .
Before lit lesson ,
ME : Oh crap , i didn't bring my literature text again ! Started to pray .
"God , please let the teacher , not check who didn't bring the book today please . Thankyou . Amen . "
Teacher : Class , today we're going to do a summary on chap 3 . Please hand in by the end of the period . Then she sits down and starts to use her comp .
ME : Saved . :> Borrowed book from LV haha and wo bu yao yi sheng xiang xu/qu ? O.O My chinese suck .
Hahah , thankyou thankyou so much . Sci lesson , had unsw exam . Shiok lo , do finish le can go home . :> Well , hanna , if you get into CCKS idol , i'll consider buying a shaver for you . You know what i meant . :> Hahah , plus pizza hut too . So what are you waiting for ? GO JOIN ! :>
Will be burning the midnight oil tonight , memorising all that good sentences for my chinese exam tmr . Hhaha , you're right , don't bother texting me . Going for tuition soon , bye .
And this is how we chose , to love you in return .
I love you , God .
Thank you for not letting me be born during the olden times , when a girl's marriage is decided solely by her father . And when a girl has to learn all that instruments and how to act demure .
Thankyou , thankyou so much .
Okay , super quick update . Gotta zoom for tuition soon . :>
School sucked at first , cus we had surprise english test . Skipped breakfast and recess . Omg , i' so hungry . Then music , super fun and i got wet . Kaiming , poured water on me , haha fish you . Then he kept disturbing me , till i screamed . Haha , then crapped with herman and him , haha , they trying to pollute my mind , in the end , i polluted theirs , telling them what enqi told me the last time the youths went ice-skating heehees . :> Music assessment , i thought we were gonna die flat cus we didn't practise as a group at all , not even once . We were too busy playing . Oops . :l Well , a miracle happened and we actually got an A . Whoa . Amazing . God's grace perhaps , as i prayed before the assessment began . :> Plus , God answered another of my prayers today .
Before lit lesson ,
ME : Oh crap , i didn't bring my literature text again ! Started to pray .
"God , please let the teacher , not check who didn't bring the book today please . Thankyou . Amen . "
Teacher : Class , today we're going to do a summary on chap 3 . Please hand in by the end of the period . Then she sits down and starts to use her comp .
ME : Saved . :> Borrowed book from LV haha and wo bu yao yi sheng xiang xu/qu ? O.O My chinese suck .
Hahah , thankyou thankyou so much . Sci lesson , had unsw exam . Shiok lo , do finish le can go home . :> Well , hanna , if you get into CCKS idol , i'll consider buying a shaver for you . You know what i meant . :> Hahah , plus pizza hut too . So what are you waiting for ? GO JOIN ! :>
Will be burning the midnight oil tonight , memorising all that good sentences for my chinese exam tmr . Hhaha , you're right , don't bother texting me . Going for tuition soon , bye .
Monday, April 26, 2010
Back from school .
Today was awesome . Hahah , haqqan hyper , make me hyper , then starting talking about disgusting stuffs then laughing . Hahah , hanna pushed me into herman . Thanks alot . -__- Math sucked cos i was yawning all the way and then became mrs ching's target to shoot questions . And yes , i didn't know how to answer as i didn't understand at all . Went to lot 1 with kat today for lunch then went to ntuc to buy something . :> Got a message from him after kat left . Rushed there as fast as i could . Talked alot then something happened , well don't feel like talking about it anymore . Bye . I'm so tired , i think i can fall asleep while thinking how tired i am . Plus , my fingers are hurting from playing the guitar . You can actually see the lines the strings made and the skin that is coming off . Save me please .
Enough is enough . Sometimes , i feel like giving you one hard slap . Well , i ran in the rain again .
Today was awesome . Hahah , haqqan hyper , make me hyper , then starting talking about disgusting stuffs then laughing . Hahah , hanna pushed me into herman . Thanks alot . -__- Math sucked cos i was yawning all the way and then became mrs ching's target to shoot questions . And yes , i didn't know how to answer as i didn't understand at all . Went to lot 1 with kat today for lunch then went to ntuc to buy something . :> Got a message from him after kat left . Rushed there as fast as i could . Talked alot then something happened , well don't feel like talking about it anymore . Bye . I'm so tired , i think i can fall asleep while thinking how tired i am . Plus , my fingers are hurting from playing the guitar . You can actually see the lines the strings made and the skin that is coming off . Save me please .
Enough is enough . Sometimes , i feel like giving you one hard slap . Well , i ran in the rain again .
Friday, April 23, 2010
HIHIHI :>
School was awesome . Hahah , gave haqqan fererro rocher . One whole box of it . There goes my money . >: But he gave me quite alot of rochers cos i forced him to , hahah , and don't call me MRS can ? Don't call me sotong also . :> Kat was obsessed with some guy and god , he is super shuai . Hahah kat , don't worry , he's yours . :> Well , they wanted to meet each other today , but i was with her so he didn't dare to come over . Sorry for being the lightbulb heehees .
Went out with someone alone today and we had a good "talk" ? Hahah , well i'm still trying to catch my breath . *Breathes in and out .*
And and someone played the my heart will go on on the piano today ! Hahah , i didn't know how he knew but thanks anyway . :>
School was awesome . Hahah , gave haqqan fererro rocher . One whole box of it . There goes my money . >: But he gave me quite alot of rochers cos i forced him to , hahah , and don't call me MRS can ? Don't call me sotong also . :> Kat was obsessed with some guy and god , he is super shuai . Hahah kat , don't worry , he's yours . :> Well , they wanted to meet each other today , but i was with her so he didn't dare to come over . Sorry for being the lightbulb heehees .
Went out with someone alone today and we had a good "talk" ? Hahah , well i'm still trying to catch my breath . *Breathes in and out .*
And and someone played the my heart will go on on the piano today ! Hahah , i didn't know how he knew but thanks anyway . :>
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I finally have time to post . Omg , have been mugging really hard for the past few days . Tests almost everyday , and it's zapping all my energy away larh . >:
Latest update of my life :
-Went shopping with nat on tuesday . Well , something happened to me and both of us were laughing really hard . :>
-Had a farewell party for the sec 4 seniors after dance yesterday .
-Played games before bbq-ing then got picked by a junior to dance "Nobody" with her . Hahah , i was laughing the whole time . TEEHEE !
-I hate free dancing . Which means i hate discos .
-Had math test today . And geog test was postponed . Wth . I got myelf stressed up and moody yesterday night for nothing .
Well , bye.
OMG i can't take this anymore . That is the last straw . Just count , how many people hate you already ? Omg , i feel like slapping you . Stop making MORE people hate you can ? You just don't know your mistake , despite being slapped before . I tagged at the blog , i wasn't even talking to you ! I was replying what he was asking me larh . Don't scold people for no reason okay . Omg , you ****** ! Stop acting like you know everything . And don't call my friend fat when you're so much heavier than her . Hers , is bone mass , yours , is PURE FATS ! Get it ? I defended you whenever they complained about you , after they spent one week at the ______ with you . Stop showing off larh . You know the truth why people even reply your messages ?! They didn't even want to reply in the first place , but you were the one who kept sending smses to them , making them irritated and left with no choice , but to reply you . They pity you cus you seem so despo . I lunch-ed with you when everybody in your class hated you . That day , i called you , because someone wanted to tell you something but i stopped him , as i didn't want you to be hurt . If he told you about it through sms or something , its not my problem . I scolded you for calling your group of friends along , because i was afraid you would be embarrassed in front of everyone if he told you that , right in front of your friends . Think , if you were the one who asked me out and halfway through , i called and asked my whole group of friends you don't even know to come , then just ignore you , would you like it ? If i was wrong to scold you , i'm sorry . And i wasn't the only one pissed with you at that time , ________ was VERY pissed with you also , that's why she would rather go to the library alone , instead of staying with you and your friends . You ignored her when you were with your group of friends , you didnt chase after her when she told you she wanted to go to the library and you were the one to ask her out okay . OMG , change your attitude larh . And stop hitting people can ? They're not your punching bags . Continue with that attitude of yours , soon , you'll realise how many friends you'll lose . And , stop being so thick-skinned .
Latest update of my life :
-Went shopping with nat on tuesday . Well , something happened to me and both of us were laughing really hard . :>
-Had a farewell party for the sec 4 seniors after dance yesterday .
-Played games before bbq-ing then got picked by a junior to dance "Nobody" with her . Hahah , i was laughing the whole time . TEEHEE !
-I hate free dancing . Which means i hate discos .
-Had math test today . And geog test was postponed . Wth . I got myelf stressed up and moody yesterday night for nothing .
Well , bye.
OMG i can't take this anymore . That is the last straw . Just count , how many people hate you already ? Omg , i feel like slapping you . Stop making MORE people hate you can ? You just don't know your mistake , despite being slapped before . I tagged at the blog , i wasn't even talking to you ! I was replying what he was asking me larh . Don't scold people for no reason okay . Omg , you ****** ! Stop acting like you know everything . And don't call my friend fat when you're so much heavier than her . Hers , is bone mass , yours , is PURE FATS ! Get it ? I defended you whenever they complained about you , after they spent one week at the ______ with you . Stop showing off larh . You know the truth why people even reply your messages ?! They didn't even want to reply in the first place , but you were the one who kept sending smses to them , making them irritated and left with no choice , but to reply you . They pity you cus you seem so despo . I lunch-ed with you when everybody in your class hated you . That day , i called you , because someone wanted to tell you something but i stopped him , as i didn't want you to be hurt . If he told you about it through sms or something , its not my problem . I scolded you for calling your group of friends along , because i was afraid you would be embarrassed in front of everyone if he told you that , right in front of your friends . Think , if you were the one who asked me out and halfway through , i called and asked my whole group of friends you don't even know to come , then just ignore you , would you like it ? If i was wrong to scold you , i'm sorry . And i wasn't the only one pissed with you at that time , ________ was VERY pissed with you also , that's why she would rather go to the library alone , instead of staying with you and your friends . You ignored her when you were with your group of friends , you didnt chase after her when she told you she wanted to go to the library and you were the one to ask her out okay . OMG , change your attitude larh . And stop hitting people can ? They're not your punching bags . Continue with that attitude of yours , soon , you'll realise how many friends you'll lose . And , stop being so thick-skinned .
Monday, April 19, 2010
Back from napfa .
Well , school was okay , and we had napfa test . This is what i got .
Sit ups : 34
Inclined pull ups : 7 , pathetic , yea i know .
Sit and reach : 50 cm
Shuttle run : 11.5 s
Standing broad jump : 170 cm
2.4 km : 17.28 mins . @.@ Hahah , yea i'm a slowpoke .
Took bus 985 to interchange with kat , jonathan , joseph . Hahah , talked random stuffs about kat and _______. :> LOL , sorry ! Shopped at cotton on today and i almost got tempted to buy super cool bangles . Well , bought sweet talk then bus-ed home alone .
Tests and more tests are coming up , and i'm so looking forward to friday , when i can sleep till like 12 in the afternoon . :> The first paper's on 28th April and i'm not prepared . Well , it's up to myself , and i don't think i would be so interested in chinese . Hahah , let the cramming of notes start in a few days time ! Daddy says if he doesn't see me do revision this week , he ain't going to let me out of the house . Hahah , no choice but to study , study and study . Is this torture or torture ? )': Me and books , we don't mix leh . :l Well , today's the last day of slacking and i'm going to work super hard for MYE . Well , i miss you . Goodnight .
I hate you , MOM. Stop poking your head into my business and stop acting like you know everything .
Well , school was okay , and we had napfa test . This is what i got .
Sit ups : 34
Inclined pull ups : 7 , pathetic , yea i know .
Sit and reach : 50 cm
Shuttle run : 11.5 s
Standing broad jump : 170 cm
2.4 km : 17.28 mins . @.@ Hahah , yea i'm a slowpoke .
Took bus 985 to interchange with kat , jonathan , joseph . Hahah , talked random stuffs about kat and _______. :> LOL , sorry ! Shopped at cotton on today and i almost got tempted to buy super cool bangles . Well , bought sweet talk then bus-ed home alone .
Tests and more tests are coming up , and i'm so looking forward to friday , when i can sleep till like 12 in the afternoon . :> The first paper's on 28th April and i'm not prepared . Well , it's up to myself , and i don't think i would be so interested in chinese . Hahah , let the cramming of notes start in a few days time ! Daddy says if he doesn't see me do revision this week , he ain't going to let me out of the house . Hahah , no choice but to study , study and study . Is this torture or torture ? )': Me and books , we don't mix leh . :l Well , today's the last day of slacking and i'm going to work super hard for MYE . Well , i miss you . Goodnight .
I hate you , MOM. Stop poking your head into my business and stop acting like you know everything .
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Woke up at 7+ then took mrt , lrt to church . Hahah , bought hashbrown . :> Played guitar for worship then had discussion . Went for breakfast with nat , whitney , jenn , ambrose and enqi. Well , the chatting was disgusting hahah. Laughed alot . :> After that went back for duty downstairs . And why do the kids like sitting on my lap ? Hahah , i miss jieyang and jonas ! :> And enting's cousin , was super cute . You know why ? I thought she was smiling , but actually she was crying. Omg , i can't take it when kids cry. Hahah , passed her back to enting after that . Well , no cca this friday ! :> And no unsw training ! Got to go chiong history already. So many things to memorise ! I'm gonna collapse sooner or later .
I miss you so much , yet i can't see you . When can i be in your arms again ? Now , i finally understand the feelings of weaving maid and cowherd . Well , see you soon .
Friday, April 16, 2010
Just woke up from my 11hrs of sleep. Hahah , it feels real good. :>
And you know what ? I felt so hungry , i ate the whole packet of beehoon + sausage bought by daddy before he left for work , drank a packet of green tea and finished a packet of kokocrunch . Omg . This is so not me .
I've got one regret , but i ain't telling you what isit. And if that's what you call an invitation , you'll be dancing with yourself .
And you know what ? I felt so hungry , i ate the whole packet of beehoon + sausage bought by daddy before he left for work , drank a packet of green tea and finished a packet of kokocrunch . Omg . This is so not me .
I've got one regret , but i ain't telling you what isit. And if that's what you call an invitation , you'll be dancing with yourself .
Well , ily. I said it already horh. :>
School was okay today , but i was super tired . I kept dozing off in class . I wonder , i really wonder , when will i ever get a good night's sleep without nightmares or waking up in the dead of the night and then spending the rest of the time staring at the ceiling . Science test was freaking difficult can . Well , i hope i pass. Dance was awesome , we did another new dance and it's super nice . :> The funniest thing was when one of the sec 1 juniors asked me why was i so quiet and hardly smile in dance . Hahah , i didn't know what to reply her . Went home with another junior , her name is jiaqi i think . She's damn quiet but she's got a nice voice . :> Well , going to church later so bye .
School was okay today , but i was super tired . I kept dozing off in class . I wonder , i really wonder , when will i ever get a good night's sleep without nightmares or waking up in the dead of the night and then spending the rest of the time staring at the ceiling . Science test was freaking difficult can . Well , i hope i pass. Dance was awesome , we did another new dance and it's super nice . :> The funniest thing was when one of the sec 1 juniors asked me why was i so quiet and hardly smile in dance . Hahah , i didn't know what to reply her . Went home with another junior , her name is jiaqi i think . She's damn quiet but she's got a nice voice . :> Well , going to church later so bye .
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Disappointed. Don't feel like elaborating already. Bye.
Thanks for cheering me up and sorry about the wet shirt with the tears. And the problem , i'll sort it out by myself , no need to accompany me. Well , thanks for pulling me out of the rain and into the shelter , offering me your sweater. Well , a million thank yous. :> I promise , i'll make it up to you. Anything , just text me. Hahah , see i so good. :)
Sorry for "running away" today. I'm too tired. Physically tired. And sorry about the moodswings. And just to let you know that i do care and love. I just don't show it out okay. I'm sorry.
I'm skipping dinner again. Hahah , sorry but i really don't feel like eating.
Thanks for cheering me up and sorry about the wet shirt with the tears. And the problem , i'll sort it out by myself , no need to accompany me. Well , thanks for pulling me out of the rain and into the shelter , offering me your sweater. Well , a million thank yous. :> I promise , i'll make it up to you. Anything , just text me. Hahah , see i so good. :)
Sorry for "running away" today. I'm too tired. Physically tired. And sorry about the moodswings. And just to let you know that i do care and love. I just don't show it out okay. I'm sorry.
I'm skipping dinner again. Hahah , sorry but i really don't feel like eating.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
It's too late to regret.
School was okay. :> Haqqan showed me this story "First Kiss" heehees. He said it was his favourite story hahah. It's super sad story k. Well , haqqan's a sadist. Hahah ! :) Well , that silly guy is forcing me to get off the computer and spend time with him so bye.
School was okay. :> Haqqan showed me this story "First Kiss" heehees. He said it was his favourite story hahah. It's super sad story k. Well , haqqan's a sadist. Hahah ! :) Well , that silly guy is forcing me to get off the computer and spend time with him so bye.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I'm deproving , omg. Michelle , faster chiong for math test this thursday ! :l Well , tomorrow's gonna be another night of cramming all that math stuff into my brain again. Hahah , hope there's enough space in there. :>
School was okay and i was trying really hard to keep awake. I want more sleep please. Moodswings and cramps again. Being a girl , that is torture for you. And i got the biggest shock of my life during science lesson. I was selected for the science UNSW. -__- And you know what ? I failed the first test but passed in the second test , which they were using to select the students to take the exam. I was like "WTF?! Why am i selected ? My science suck. " But then i saw my marks then got a big shock. LOL. Went for eng and sci UNSW lessons in the afternoon till 4 then bus-ed home for tuition. Had test and guess what , i left quite alot of questions empty. Teacher was super disappointed then asked me what happened. Hahah , told her i wasn't feeling very well then she allowed me to go home and rest before going back the next lesson to finish the paper. Fml. My body's super weak nowadays and almost fainted at grandma house. Uhh , God , please stop the torture. :l Going to sleep soon , bye.
School was okay and i was trying really hard to keep awake. I want more sleep please. Moodswings and cramps again. Being a girl , that is torture for you. And i got the biggest shock of my life during science lesson. I was selected for the science UNSW. -__- And you know what ? I failed the first test but passed in the second test , which they were using to select the students to take the exam. I was like "WTF?! Why am i selected ? My science suck. " But then i saw my marks then got a big shock. LOL. Went for eng and sci UNSW lessons in the afternoon till 4 then bus-ed home for tuition. Had test and guess what , i left quite alot of questions empty. Teacher was super disappointed then asked me what happened. Hahah , told her i wasn't feeling very well then she allowed me to go home and rest before going back the next lesson to finish the paper. Fml. My body's super weak nowadays and almost fainted at grandma house. Uhh , God , please stop the torture. :l Going to sleep soon , bye.
Monday, April 12, 2010
This is my 100th post. Well congrats to myself. -__-
If you can see this , get well soon.
School was awesome except for the horrible , painful stomach cramps. :( And i hate home econ ! Now , i have to spend the whole night doing that design brief. I want to practise guitar ! And yes , i'm a computer klutz and i don't even know how to construct a simple table. ICT lessons? Nah , i wasn't paying attention hahah. And i just spent my money on coloured paper and pens for the design brief. Mrs Chan better give me an A for that or else , i'm gonna strangle her. Hahah jk , but i'm sure i'm gonna do something nasty heehees. :> Well , got 25/30 for my math test and it sucks. Bye then.
If you can see this , get well soon.
School was awesome except for the horrible , painful stomach cramps. :( And i hate home econ ! Now , i have to spend the whole night doing that design brief. I want to practise guitar ! And yes , i'm a computer klutz and i don't even know how to construct a simple table. ICT lessons? Nah , i wasn't paying attention hahah. And i just spent my money on coloured paper and pens for the design brief. Mrs Chan better give me an A for that or else , i'm gonna strangle her. Hahah jk , but i'm sure i'm gonna do something nasty heehees. :> Well , got 25/30 for my math test and it sucks. Bye then.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Back from church.
I want youth outing again ! :> Hahah exams are coming and i'm not prepared. Well , gotta mug hard from now on . Church was okay. Hmmm didn't do much. And yeele's electric guitar rocks ttm ! Hahah had a nice time playing it. OH AND I SO WANT ONE NOW. The sound's super nice :> And he said he's gonna help me get a pink one for free i think. Yippee !
Well , they're quarreling and i'm super afraid. Michelle , you better don't cry.
I want youth outing again ! :> Hahah exams are coming and i'm not prepared. Well , gotta mug hard from now on . Church was okay. Hmmm didn't do much. And yeele's electric guitar rocks ttm ! Hahah had a nice time playing it. OH AND I SO WANT ONE NOW. The sound's super nice :> And he said he's gonna help me get a pink one for free i think. Yippee !
Well , they're quarreling and i'm super afraid. Michelle , you better don't cry.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Math test is finally over. Faints* But there will be one more next week. Great.
School was awesome . :> Kat vandalised the back of my foolscap pad lol and its super nice ! Hahah shall upload the pictures some time later. Dance , Mr Wang was super pissed with us for slacking then tortured us. And no , i didn't get my dance shoes. That Mr Wang forgot to buy again. Well , daddy's back with breakfast alr so bye. Oh yea , tag me please. Tagboard's kinda dead. D: Hahah arigatoh ! :>
School was awesome . :> Kat vandalised the back of my foolscap pad lol and its super nice ! Hahah shall upload the pictures some time later. Dance , Mr Wang was super pissed with us for slacking then tortured us. And no , i didn't get my dance shoes. That Mr Wang forgot to buy again. Well , daddy's back with breakfast alr so bye. Oh yea , tag me please. Tagboard's kinda dead. D: Hahah arigatoh ! :>
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
What happened to me ? Didn't pay attention during math then couldn't answer a simple question. Math test tomorrow , i'll make sure i study hard tonight. Hope i get full marks. :>
Science practical test. OVER! This time , i think i won't fail. Thank God. :>
Literature test It's so freaking hard and i almost cried while doing it. And hey , i did read the book okay. Like 2 weeks ago.
MATH TEST. I better study hard for this. Well , will be spending the night with my math textbook , foolscap pad and calculator in my room so don't bother texting me.
MYE. OMG. Can i skip service to study too ? :>
And and , i'm getting new ballet flats or isit dance shoes (?) tomorrow ! Haha gotta say bye to the socks. :) Well , i'm only excited for the shoe part and not dance. Hahah. :> bye.
MATH TEST. I better study hard for this. Well , will be spending the night with my math textbook , foolscap pad and calculator in my room so don't bother texting me.
MYE. OMG. Can i skip service to study too ? :>
And and , i'm getting new ballet flats or isit dance shoes (?) tomorrow ! Haha gotta say bye to the socks. :) Well , i'm only excited for the shoe part and not dance. Hahah. :> bye.
You know what? I don't want to care anymore okay. Whatever you do , is none of my concern. Only by this way , i can stop being so hard on myself , being so dumb to cry. Well , there's nothing left to say. Happily-ever-afters are just made up by people to get the children to sleep at night. They don't exist in my life.
School again. I seriously hope i can just stop attending it. Everyday sitting at my desk , trying to keep awake while the teacher talks about MYE. Well , i better start revising now. :/ Haha got to rush. Bye. And i don't care if you cry or kill yourself. This time , at least i won't feel guilty about doing things i shouldn't do since you...NVM.
And sorry to this post , cus there isn't a single smiley face.
School again. I seriously hope i can just stop attending it. Everyday sitting at my desk , trying to keep awake while the teacher talks about MYE. Well , i better start revising now. :/ Haha got to rush. Bye. And i don't care if you cry or kill yourself. This time , at least i won't feel guilty about doing things i shouldn't do since you...NVM.
And sorry to this post , cus there isn't a single smiley face.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Back from somewhere. Trying to catch my breath now.
My phone's going bonkers. It switches on and off by itself and i get so pissed , when it crashes when i'm replying a text. This calls for a new phone hahahah ain't it daddy? :> And my earpiece is spoilt again , seriously the quality sucks. And this few days , sis has this habit of singing out loud and no earpiece = Torture on the ears. Great. Well , gotta start saving up for a new headphone.Can't ask for anymore money from the parents already and my piggybank's empty. :/ Well , the best way to save money , eat a (big) breakfast , skip recess and lunch. You save loads. But suffer from terrible gastric pains. But again no pain , no gain.
Had a great time just now , chatting and playing. For once , time seemed to stop and i forgot about the things that were weighing on my mind in the morning. :> Haha thanks for today , although i was flooding you with my rants and frustrations. HAHA. Sorry for shocking you by crying. Whooops. :/ Well , i hope we get to do this again. Sci and english UNSW were cancelled today , YES! Lessons today were okay and i had this urge to cry in the morning. Fml. I was trying really hard to keep my eyes open cus i was super sleepy. :< Wanted to emo. :/ Haha slept quite alot.
Well , gotta go get ready for something now. I better not don't cry halfway through.
You'll never know alot of things , i won't tell you , instead , i'll just suffer in silence , while replying your texts with smiley faces.
My phone's going bonkers. It switches on and off by itself and i get so pissed , when it crashes when i'm replying a text. This calls for a new phone hahahah ain't it daddy? :> And my earpiece is spoilt again , seriously the quality sucks. And this few days , sis has this habit of singing out loud and no earpiece = Torture on the ears. Great. Well , gotta start saving up for a new headphone.Can't ask for anymore money from the parents already and my piggybank's empty. :/ Well , the best way to save money , eat a (big) breakfast , skip recess and lunch. You save loads. But suffer from terrible gastric pains. But again no pain , no gain.
Had a great time just now , chatting and playing. For once , time seemed to stop and i forgot about the things that were weighing on my mind in the morning. :> Haha thanks for today , although i was flooding you with my rants and frustrations. HAHA. Sorry for shocking you by crying. Whooops. :/ Well , i hope we get to do this again. Sci and english UNSW were cancelled today , YES! Lessons today were okay and i had this urge to cry in the morning. Fml. I was trying really hard to keep my eyes open cus i was super sleepy. :< Wanted to emo. :/ Haha slept quite alot.
You'll never know alot of things , i won't tell you , instead , i'll just suffer in silence , while replying your texts with smiley faces.
Monday, April 5, 2010
You , can be very selfish sometimes and i can't take it.
Even if i mind , can i do anything about it? Nothing.
We keep saying this and that , but we never do it.
We really need to talk. This time i don't care whether it's going to be awkward or not.
Maybe i shouldn't have gone this far.
God , this must be some test from you , isn't it?
Well , life ain't fair.
I'm telling you now that i can't make it on wednsday or tmr or friday okay. Today was the best. But all thanks to =.= Forget it. It's not your fault anyway. MY FAULT , MY FAULT OKAY?
Had lessons till 3 today. :/ Then went to lot 1 with jenn , kat , enlin and weihui. :) We ate like 3 boxes of medium fries today omg. LOL jenn and i , keep stealing fries from nikhail. Haha sorry. Well , going to sleep soon , nights people.
Even if i mind , can i do anything about it? Nothing.
We keep saying this and that , but we never do it.
We really need to talk. This time i don't care whether it's going to be awkward or not.
Maybe i shouldn't have gone this far.
God , this must be some test from you , isn't it?
Well , life ain't fair.
I'm telling you now that i can't make it on wednsday or tmr or friday okay. Today was the best. But all thanks to =.= Forget it. It's not your fault anyway. MY FAULT , MY FAULT OKAY?
Had lessons till 3 today. :/ Then went to lot 1 with jenn , kat , enlin and weihui. :) We ate like 3 boxes of medium fries today omg. LOL jenn and i , keep stealing fries from nikhail. Haha sorry. Well , going to sleep soon , nights people.
Friday, April 2, 2010
The first time i saw you ,
a seed was sown within me.
Since then it has grown ,
its creeping tendrils ensnaring my heart.
Is that love at first sight?
Love is like a silken thread , it holds fast.
Bonds that are meant to last.
Each day spent with you ,
these feelings grow stronger.
Only one thing can be certain ,
That is i love you.
a seed was sown within me.
Since then it has grown ,
its creeping tendrils ensnaring my heart.
Is that love at first sight?
Love is like a silken thread , it holds fast.
Bonds that are meant to last.
Each day spent with you ,
these feelings grow stronger.
Only one thing can be certain ,
That is i love you.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Back from good friday service. Omg , i need sleep. @.@
So far , i've still got a literature poem to write and a math paper to finish. Stuck at the poem part , cus i seriously don't know how to write poems and teacher wants us to write 12 WHOLE LINES of it. Torture or torture?
So far , i've still got a literature poem to write and a math paper to finish. Stuck at the poem part , cus i seriously don't know how to write poems and teacher wants us to write 12 WHOLE LINES of it. Torture or torture?
I forgave you time and time again , but why did you have to do it again? Always leaving without a word , or just "bye" then turn to run as fast you can. I'm sorry i didn't chase after you. Everytime you do that , i don't think you know how much hurt i feel. The next time you do that , i promise , i'll never talk to you ever again. I'm sorry to have to go to that extreme but you're just unforgivable. When you left , kat asked me , why did i choose to love you? Some guy who just runs away when he's angry , jealous or whatsoever. Why did i choose you over him? I wanted to protest , but then i realised , i couldn't even think of anything to argue. That feeling was terrible and i felt like crying out loud. I know , part of it is my fault. I shouldn't have ignored your message. I should have walked beside you instead of walking with kat , and leaving you alone behind. I shouldn't have called him. I'm sorry , but do you have to do that? Well , i wanted to hate you for it , but somehow i just can't do it. FML. Told ______ about this. He told me , forget about that guy , he's useless. He's not even worth your love. :/ I don't know what to do to make you understand. We need to talk. Or else , it would be hard for us.
Leg cramp again. :( FML.
Since i've chosen to love you , i'll stick to it , unless something happens.
Leg cramp again. :( FML.
Since i've chosen to love you , i'll stick to it , unless something happens.
