Fml . There's seriously something wrong with me this few days . I want my old self back ! ):

Went to church yesterday . Tired , so rested awhile downstairs before going up for worship . I couldn't concentrate at all . Fml . Oh God , i seriously miss the time when i cried during worship at the retreat . Seriously wanted to cry during sermon yesterday , cos i felt so stressed up , all that anger and unhappiness bottled up inside . Tossed and turned in bed last night , couldn't sleep at all . I'm moody once again and sorry , if i give you attitude . I better be hyper on sunday . Well , bye . And yes , i'm currently in GREAT DEPRESSION now .

Well , what happened recently made me realise that i can't trust you anymore . Sometimes , i even wonder , if you're really him or just some random person who is using his phone . Well , that's why i don't say that .

Haha , too depressed till forgot to post about cross country . D: Shall do that now . :>

30042010 : 晴

Woke up at 5.30 then washed up before meeting kat at lot 1 interchange . Omg , super sleepy and i almost fell asleep in the toilet . @.@ Ate chocolate cake for breakfast . :> On the train , everybody squeezed together , thank God i don't take it everyday if not i'll go crazy hahah . Reached there , settled down before running . The run was horrible , terrible , vegetable larh . Slow jogg-ed with hanna at first , then went out of steam , so asked hanna to run first . She's super smart , told me not to sprint at the start of it like how all the sec 1 did . Ran quite long before stopping to rest , while walking . Sprinted at the last few hundred metres then drank 2 cups of milo . Super shiok ahh . :> Kat got 5th position and hanna , 25th . Me ? 51-100th position . I suck at stamina . ): Well , this is how we spent the rest of that afternoon .

Chinese Garden MRT > Jurong East MRT > IMM > West Mall > Lot 1 > Home .

Haha , kat wanted to eat pizza hut , so we mrt-ed to IMM , then walked under the SWELTERING HOT SUN to IMM . And no pizza hut there . Fine . Mrt-ed to bukit batok MRT then walked to west mall . No pizza hut . *Takes deep breath . Shopped awhile before going back to lot 1 , just for pizza hut . In the end , we still had to wait for a table as it was crowded and still waited for a long time for our pizzas . -__- Ate alot . :> Asked for the bill , then left without taking the change . LOL . Crapped alot with kat haha , and yes , i do want to rip off someone's hair . :> Went home after that , rested . The end .