I forgave you time and time again , but why did you have to do it again? Always leaving without a word , or just "bye" then turn to run as fast you can. I'm sorry i didn't chase after you. Everytime you do that , i don't think you know how much hurt i feel. The next time you do that , i promise , i'll never talk to you ever again. I'm sorry to have to go to that extreme but you're just unforgivable. When you left , kat asked me , why did i choose to love you? Some guy who just runs away when he's angry , jealous or whatsoever. Why did i choose you over him? I wanted to protest , but then i realised , i couldn't even think of anything to argue. That feeling was terrible and i felt like crying out loud. I know , part of it is my fault. I shouldn't have ignored your message. I should have walked beside you instead of walking with kat , and leaving you alone behind. I shouldn't have called him. I'm sorry , but do you have to do that? Well , i wanted to hate you for it , but somehow i just can't do it. FML. Told ______ about this. He told me , forget about that guy , he's useless. He's not even worth your love. :/ I don't know what to do to make you understand. We need to talk. Or else , it would be hard for us.

Leg cramp again. :( FML.

Since i've chosen to love you , i'll stick to it , unless something happens.