Just want you to know that i do care and love you . I don't know what has gotten into me the past few days . I flare up at every little thing , its not to you only okay . I even quarrelled with my parents yesterday , over a small matter , then showed attitude to my sister also . Its not that i don't want to meet you today , is just that i feel very inferior . I don't even dare to look at you , face to face . You don't know how i long to see you . I care , but i just don't show it out . If you want me to show it out and say ily in front of everyone , i tell you , i dare to do it . Well , it's all my fault . But i hope you'll tell me whatever that has happened to you . Your fren , told me you were sick , but i didn't know . I'm sorry for not being there for you , not being like other girls . But i'll try . But it'll take time .