Friday service yesterday was "good". :>

Using phone all the way to surf the internet . After that , went downstairs , hoping i could sleep . In the end , i didn't . Wished i had stayed upstairs .

LOVE IS A LIE . HAPPINESS IS FAKE . TRUST IS INSINCERE . This thought me not to believe in anyone except myself .

Why should i make myself suffer so much ? Just let go , michelle , you'll feel so much better .

Last retreat , my eyes twitched when the pastor prayed , it's because God is opening my spiritual eyes , letting me to released from any sexual desires . I read this in his book .

Holding on , which singer are you talking about ? If you're returning to your old , COLD self , does it mean i have to make you warm again ?

I should have listened to them . *slaps myself* Why didn't i listen to them ?