I'm sorry , really sorry . And since i didn't have time to say it to you today , i'll do it now then . I LOVE YOU .

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow at all . Like what's the point of going already ? We don't even have lessons . And i seriously don't have the mood to study already .
-I have parents who scold and nag at me every single day .
-I miss him so much , but we can't see each other very often . Well , i'll go emoing then .
-School's tiring me out alot and i don't want to wake up at 6 .
-I worry about everything .
-My eyes are swollen and red , and yes i'm blaming the tears .

Today was okay and i went out after pei-ing kat and hanna for the idol auditions . Again , i felt very weak and my whole body was super cold to the touch . Sorry for everything . I know i've hurt you deeply and i promise i'll make it up to you . Well , going to lock myself up in my room already . Bye .

I LOVE YOU .