I feel like shutting myself out from the world .
All that pain and unhappiness , it's just too hard having to bottle it all up inside .
I want a hug from you .
I want my 12 hours sleep .
I don't want to go for dance during the holidays . (Even though there's only one cca session for the whole holiday )
And yes , fml , i've have to go back to school for math unsw and eng unsw . WTH .

However , there are also things i'm looking forward to .
-The youth camp in the third week :>
-Helping to paint CGM :>
-If i'm selected by pastor choo , i may need to attend a chinese camp to teach the primary school kiddies i think .
-Shopping !
-Youth outings probably ?
-Learning how to cook from grandma . :>

School was okay today . Well , i wasn't feeling very well . ILY .