Many things happened today. They're not exactly happy things though.

Went out in the afternoon with him then we started walking arnd void decks. I didn't expect you to take things so seriously. If i knew, i wouldn't have said it. Because of my bluntness, i ended up chasing him up the stairs of a carpark, storey after storey, despite my stomach cramps. It got worse after that. I got acrimonious when he tried to hold me tight, so told him to leave me alone for awhile. He still followed me. I continued to run. Shortly after, i ran out of breath. I stopped and turned to look for him, but he was nowhere. Decided to go home. On the way home, i saw him. He was with his friends. He saw me too, then called my name. His friends, all turned to look at me. They must have been thinking to themselves, why did he fall for this bitch. (me) I looked at him briefly before walking away. Walked to the void deck then rested. After a while, i asked him where he was. Instead of me looking for him, he came for me. I felt this urge to hug him, but that urge disappeared fast. We walked arnd again. I kept pushing him to walk in front of me. I was in agony because of the stomach cramps. He noticed that i wasn't like myself then forced me to sit down to rest. On the way home, again i forced him to walk in front of me. He didn't want to as he was afraid i would faint halfway. Before i reached home, i asked him, "Are you okay?" He said "idk." I walked up the stairs and he walked down. I regretted not chasing after him.

Well, what's done cannot be undone. I don't expect you to forgive me. :'( I'm sorry.