I get really afraid when i don't know what you're thinking.
I don't care what they say, i'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth.
I'm afraid, really afraid.
I can't take anymore blows.

Well, today was awesome but yes, i'm still missing youth camp BIG TIME. Like why did it pass so fast? It should have been longer, like 5days 4nights? Whoa, that would be the best 5 days of my entire life. Seriously. Maybe we should tell mr choo about this suggestion. Haha, hope he agrees. Okay, back to today.

Went out with nat and charlene today. Met them at lotone mrt station. Mrt-ed to clementi for kbox. We were like the first ones there. Sang some songs. The food, was horrible. My whole mind was filled with, uh, something/someone and i couldn't focuse at all. I waited and waited. And when it finally came, my whole face lit up and i got quite hyper:) left there at 2 then cabbed to jurong east swimming complex. It was closed. Great. Walked back to chinese garden mrt. Took the wrong train. Decided to go back to nat's house to swim. We kind of had fun swimming? And i got my hair wet in the end. Went to lotone then back to nat's house again. Talked about youth camp. Yeah, we should consider extending the camp?

Oh yeah, texted with haqqan today and he gave me alot of advice. Well thanks? And don't emo please, i hate it when you emo. ):

I just hope my birthday wish will come true. (God, please?)