Many things happened during youth camp, which made me slow down and think, if i made the right choice.
I'm becoming someone i don't want to be.
I can't take all these blows anymore.
One more time, i think i'm going to go insane.

This, is going to be a very very very long post. So err, happy reading.

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16062010: Woke up at 7 plus. Daddy brought me to grandma's place. Did some last minute packing before meeting nat, char and whit. Went up to her house, took the ingredients and off we went to meet charlene! We signalled at her to come over, but she thought we were waving at her, and she waved back. LOL. It was raining heavily at that time, so nat's mommie volunteered to fetch us to sunshine then drop the ingredients at kindergarten. Went to sunshine place to get sleeping bags for nat and charlene. Nat's slippers so slippery, she almost fell. Luckily charlene lent nat her slippers. :> Walked to church then went over to the kindergarten to collect the ingredients. Walked over to church again to take our bags. We boarded the bus at arnd one plus. Fetched ambrose and yeeyang along the way. Was chatting with jenn, amelia, char, nat and whit. Reached there, found out that it was the exact same place we went for youth camp last year. Same unit somemore. omg. And yes, i slept in the same room i slept last year. Went down for briefing. Had games! First game about creating something to prevent the egg from breaking when thrown down from 2nd floor. We broke the egg while wrapping it. Yeele gave us another oneand we spent alot of time making a protective layer. And guess what, it still broke. Lucky us, they forgot about the forfeit. :> We went to the beach after that and i got like really wet from all that splashing. FUN! Jenn made dinner after that and we went to play with the swings! Went to disturb her haha. Her sushi and cold noodles were super nice. Had discussion. Screamed and laughed ALOT. haha jk. Whitney so cute, the moment she laugh, i laughed. Then my nai ma saw a super big lizard and shouted. Well, i screamed really loud and ran. Amelia and nat got shocked by my screaming,they also started to scream and run LOL! Discussion ended at 10 plus. Bathed and brushed teeth. Amelia and jenn came to our room and we chatted for awhile. Entertainment session by nat. Omg, all of us laughed really hard:) At arnd 11, mrs choo came in and forced us to sleep. (reluctant) We slept with the lights on haha. Nat stared at me, i stared back, and we laughed :> Charlene sleeps so cute! Well, end of day one.
17062010:
Woke up at 4 plus. The stomach cramps were killing me. Charlene and nat wanted to use the toilet downstairs. (the one upstairs stank. One of the guys had bad aiming) Opened the door, an insect flew into our room. We screamed and hid under our sleeping bags. Called nai ma to wake up at arnd 5. She came into our room and we chatted again. :> Jenn told us jason and ambrose were downstairs, so we went down. Chatted with them in the dark(we didnt switch on the lights). We got hungry, so decided to go disturb the guys. The door was open anyway. Nat sat outside the door haha. But in the end, someone came to close the door. At arnd 7, they woke up to make breakfast. (like finally) Didnt eat much. Went for morning exercise after that and we played poison ball! :> Had worship after that then discussion. We started cooking lunch at 11. The kitchen was like super messy. The soup was a success but the fried rice had no taste. Added lots of soya sauce to it. Whoa. There was not enough rice for everyone. (Oops) Sorry Mr Choo. Haha, he ate bread with pork floss and mayo for lunch. Got pissed, so ate 2 sticks of ice cream to cool down. Went for treasure hunt at pasir ris park! Found the man we were looking for. Weixiao and whit talked to him while nat char and i went to play! It was super fun. Went back to the chalet. Haha bought green tea, then ate ice cream. (again) Played with the swings again! And got alot of mozzie bites. Prepared for the bbq. The guys were outside starting the fire while we sat inside, doing nothing. :> Fed joy together with nat and amelia during the bbq. She so cuteee! :> Nat took lot of unglam photos of her eating. Then the parents arrived and we did a skit on joy. Got pissed off by jonas. Wanted to play basketball but he snatched the ball away. Went to bathe after they left. Nat and whitney kept me inside the room and gave me entertainment. They gave me a surprise and yes, i'm touched. :> Got smeared with cake by yeele and nat. LOL, me and nat were like fighting. And -kabish-, she slammed her cake into my face. Hahah washed it off after that. Had discussion again. LAUGHED AGAIN. It was just too hilarious. Esp when i saw whitney laugh. Haha! Nat had severe gastric pain. Scooped chicken soup for her but the pain got worse and she cried. I was like super scared. Cooked cup noodles for her. Nai ma helped to boil the water. :> We prayed for her after that. She got better, thank God:) Continued with discussion till 1 plus before going back to our room. Wanted to chat with them again but couldn't. They were waiting for me to go back but i took quite a long time so they decided to sleep first. Came back after one hour and we continued chatting. Slept at 4 plus.

18062010:
Woke up at 7.30 so skipped morning exercise. Ate bread with nutella and ice cream! :> Chatted with them on the bus ride home.

Youth camp passed so fast.

I have to be prepared for the worst.