I've given up totally.
Your words aren't true at all.
I can't stand that gilb tongue of yours.
All those sweet nothings, excuses.
I shouldn't have believed you again.
Should have let you jump down the building.
Why was i so stupid to stop you.
I regret everything.
Forgiving you, is the stupidest thing i've done.
All those words, 'I will never leave you,' 'I will try to compromise, please dont leave me,' 'Don;t worry, it wont happen again.' The way you forcibly pulled me into a hug, i felt really disgusted.
Now i pity your parents for having a son like you.
As for me, i should really go kill myself for letting you touch me.

You, have hurt me again and again. I can't even count the number of times i've cried over you. Now i feel so stupid. You know why? Cause you're not worth the tears at all.

YOU FUCKING LIAR. DESPICABLE CAD. BASTARD. ASSHOLE.

I've hurt my whole family, hurt God, hurt many of the people who loved me because of you. Sacrificed so many things. I regret. Seriously i regret.

I'm not afraid of letting you read this cause i'm giving you up already.

So, SCRAM.

I feel really lost now. I feel like crying out loud. Shutting myself out from the world. Only way to free myself from all these, is to see blood flowing out of my wrist.

I know you won't bother reading this. But seriously, i'm pissed. Well, it was something to test you. Seeing your reaction, it turns out all the words you said to me arent true at all. You didn't mean what you said. I know you can still survive without me. You've shown me your true self. I've got nothing more to say.