I feel really lost now. I feel like crying out loud. Shutting myself out from the world. Only way to free myself from all these, is to see blood flowing out of my wrist.
I know you won't bother reading this. But seriously, i'm pissed. Well, it was something to test you. Seeing your reaction, it turns out all the words you said to me arent true at all. You didn't mean what you said. I know you can still survive without me. You've shown me your true self. I've got nothing more to say.