What more do you want from me. Have you not done enough damage. Yet you have the cheek to ask me to be your friend again?! This is ridiculous. You clearly said you didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. Now this?! After 3 whole months?! WHY?! I've nothing against you. You said so yourself, that you won't contact me ever again. Stop it. I'm warning you. Leave me alone. I don't want to have anything to do with a despicable liar like you.

What if i said i was going to die. Would you give a damn about it?

Somehow i have this feeling that my life's going to be over.
That i'm going to get some illness and die.
No matter what kind of feeling it is, i don't want it anymore.
Its tiring me out.
Its killing me.
I can't breathe.
I can't sleep.
God, have you forgotten me?
Please, i want to live.
I want to live on.